It’s strange… It’s like I’m at this point where there’s really no one I’m interested in in my life. My best friend left my city for hers, a 12 hour drive away, and my friends here all seem to be going their separate ways, or are just too busy to make time for others. My life kind of feels empty at the moment… And I’m hoping this feeling will end when I start school on the 9th. Cause a person can only take so much of this. It feels like the ‘circling the drain’ stage. Nothing to get out of bed for anymore. Hate my job, and too many people at my job hate me. new school means i have to learn to impress a whole new group of people who have already been there and know what there doing in the courses. Stuck in my house half the day watching siblings, and the only time i can get out is late at night to party- which, frankly, I’m very tired of doing.

I just need a release. Someone here who cares.